Vampire

If I had the choice to become a vampire I would do it without thinking twice. How I would love to have immortality, super speed, and any natural power that comes within. How I would love to find my true love and spend eternity with him. To be able to remain the same age forever and live in different places keeping what I am a secret. I wonder would I be able to control myself, or just go on a killing rampage letting the smell of blood take over me. If I am able to become a vampire would I be able to leave everything behind and start over. To just forget about my friends and family like if they were never really there, but just a small fragment of a dream I had once ago. To believe I would be willing to give most of those things up, but I don't know if I could live without watching my son grow up. If I were to become a vampire I would raise him into the man that he will be and offer him the opportunity of becoming one himself keeping it a family secret. So you tell me if you had the opportunity of becoming a vampire would you become one?